This is pretty much a place to share my rantings and thoughts about the things I experience.

Sunday, November 4, 2007

a short message of love

I don't really have much to say because I've been a bit of a bum the past couple of days. Mostly because I've been feeling very homesick and lethargic. So basically this post is a "dear everyone who reads this, I miss you" sort of post.

Also, I'm realizing that there are about a million things I should have accomplished during this past week of vacation that I didn't...because of the lethargic and homesick bit. I always kind of start doing something and then it gets too complicated and I end up doing random internet surfing...basically looking for ANY excuse to escape whatever is being difficult. It's ridiculous, really.

Seriously, though, modern society is SO complicated. I have spent like 3 hours trying to figure out the best way to go to London for this Globalization and Justice conference without spending way too much money, and in a way that fits into my schedule. My head is seriously spinning and I'm still not entirely sure what my plan is. And that stresses me out even more. And then I do sill things like trying to find out how much it would cost me to go home for a week, even though I know that, while that sounds nice, it is more or less out of the question and probably would make things worse. And then I get more homesick. And now I'm gong to bed in an attempt to get away from all of this.

I will try to write tomorrow after my capoeira class(es) because that always puts me in a much better mood.

Back to the whole point of this post...to my amazing family and friends back home who read this, I love you so much more than I can express right now and I miss you like crazy.

1 comment:

Gaby said...

stop making me cry. i miss you.